Hi there,
So once again things have changed since I last posted. God is working so many things in my life and I cannot believe everything that is happening! One huge thing is that I got a full time job at Gold's Gym! Everything is being finalized and I'm finishing up paperwork this upcoming week! I'm so very excited to be working in a gym. So everything that I will be doing will be involving Children's Ministry and health/fitness! God really does make dreams come true!
In Kid City things are going absolutely amazing! I have connected with these girls on a whole new level! They really trust me and look up to me! It's so amazing to have the opportunity to lead these girls through their life and really get to know them. Also, I was sent to serve in Kid City at a different campus that our church planted. Mosaic is doing amazing things and I have the amazing privilege to be a part of it! This internship is bringing so many blessings that I couldn't have even expected or hoped for! I have no doubt in my mind that God brought me to Florida to work with these children. To have His calling on my life finally be found. My eyes are being opened up to so many amazing things. God has truly blessed me.
Things have definitely been tight money wise, but this new job will definitely change things. This job is truly a gift from God and I cannot wait to start as soon as I get back from NC! I leave for NC on Thursday! So so excited! Now onto something serious...
When my uncle was taken into heaven on May 26th 2014 everything changed. My life changed. He was one of the best people I ever had the privilege of getting to meet and have inspire me through out life. He brought so much wisdom into my life and pushed me to be so much bigger then I am. He never criticized me, only believed in me to do better. He never looked down on me when I messed up.. He was seriously such an amazing person and I know my mom misses him so much as well. No matter what I know he will always be with me and looking down on me. I will make him proud! I'm writing a book in his honor. He is so amazing... I couldn't ask for a better father figure in my life.
I do understand that he isn't my father. But growing up and not meeting your biological father until you're 7 leaves a gap in your life. Edward Carl Beck stepped up to the plate. He took me in as his own and truly adopted me into the family. He isn't my biological uncle, but he is closer to me then my family.. However, that is a story for another day. I went kind of crazy with food and I didn't work out for a month... I'm back on track now. But I was really upset. God lifted me out of it.. I was honestly so mad at God... I still don't understand everything and I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY HE HAD CANCER FOR 8 YEARS AND GOD COULDN'T TAKE 1 SECOND TO JUST HEAL HIM!!!!!! Yes, I'm clearly still upset and don't understand. But... I'm okay. God knows what He is doing. He ordained this... Ed was in pain. It was a long road of struggle and pain and I'm so happy He's with Jesus now... But I miss him so much... So so much. I have a photo album with some pictures of him from like 2 years old and up. I love it so much! I get to take a step back and look at the amazing life that he lived. Not only did he inspire me, but I know for a fact that he inspired so many more people. God has truly blessed me with some amazing people... I'm just happy he was a believer and is home with Jesus <3
Farewell,
Miss Elizabeth!
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